L@ST D@Y @T SCH00L~

Ikhsha,Nurul Fatin,Elizabeth,Jessica Wong,Michelle(Megan Conner)

This is the last day at school.
I wish I could go to 2Anggerik next year in 2011.
Well,I'm mad because Mavis Ling's result is better than me!!!
She most probably will go to 2Ang next year...Arh~~!!

I'm sad and disappointed because of my Sejarah and Bahasa Cina..
This two subject I got a D!!
I hate grade D!!!
And my Bahasa Melayu got a C.

But lucky I got 7A for the rest of the subjects.
Got two B for Seni and KH.
''=.=
I love and miss all my family friends now!!

I wish I can go back to school now!
I hate school holiday cause is so boring...
Well,although it is bored,but I still gain some writing stills by reading novels at home.

The last day at school is the happiest day in my life.

Why Not Me?? By Megan Conner

Smile,ignore,stare at you.
It makes no differences for me.

Hide,avoid,run from you.
But still,I see you.

dream,imagine,think about you.
your everything is just replaying in my mind.

Try,force,tell myself to forget you.
But I always failed to do so.

If you only knew how much I love you,
So why not me?

A Poem By Deiah Haddock (Eternally)

I lie in bed at night and pray,
That you will think of me.
I cry untill my eyelids close,
And dream-eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face,
For a moment i forget.
Then a cloud passes by,
And I realize,this is it.

I carry on throughout the day,
Feigning joy,and feeling pain.
I long to gaze upon your face,
And share a smile,an embrace.

The day is drawing to an end,
And still I think of you.
I try to relax,yet in my mind,
I wonder what to do.

So now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the lord,my soul will keep.
And should you chance to think of me,
Know that I love you-eternally.

I Hate My Life!!!!!

Stupid!!
Is so difficult for me to do everything by myself!!!
Everything I need people's help...!!!
Why I couldn't do things by myself???

Life is so hard!!!
I'm going to give up now!!
Everybody thought I smile everyday and it dosen mean I'm happy!!!

Is really hard for me to do things by myself!!!
Is have too many barrier!!!
I fall for someone also so difficult!!!
Can I kill myself???

I hope I can just give up my life now!!!
Is so tiring...
And now I really feel like wanna become a lesbian...!!!
Because of you and makes me really hate guys!!!

I Hate Cheap Students!!!

Today,I'm really feel so shy in front of everybody...
A group of lousy students came and scold us!!!
Man~I did nothing wrong....

I never scold the 4 cheap students.Just say they disturb us when we're doing our revision at school...
Laugh at those autism so loud like nobody business...
Even scold bad words to us...Is really cheap!!!

We know they are lousy and cheap students...
So we never quarrel with them...
For us,I think we are good students and they are bad students..
Why we should quarrel with them?Is just wasting my saliva...


Fine!!!They use dirty words to scold us,fine!!!
But they call their form1 and form2 gang to ask us those stupid questions...
Just a little bit matter,need to call so many student to ask question in the school canteen?

They shout at the canteen and hit the table....poor table~
Thought themselves very great and fierce...
Actually,I thought some bitches is baking at me...
"Do you say "peralihan" student cant study?"=.= Keep asking me the same question...Not boring??

I never said "peralihan"student cannot study...No!!I never said that before...
The 4 students simply accuse me...!!!
They say I speak English and scold them....
I never scold you using English cause I also know you cant understand...Even simple English...

I just speak English with Mavis Ling...I never talk to you...
Well,when my brother come down and find them,they chicken out...
They don't have the guts to admit what they did to me this now....
As I say,"You say me,I say you."

Push all the bad deeds to each other...Two words to describe them,'Coward' and 'Useless'
Have the guts to scold people's sister but don't have the guts to admit it...
I'm not afraid of them cause I never do anything wrong...

I just feel so shame~
I don't think they know how to write "丑“
Or maybe they also don't know what is "丑"
But I know what this that and I know how to read....

I think they shouldn't study.
Cause they are wasting their parents money...
I really hate stupid students and cheap students!!!
Now I scold them using a English word:'barbarian'

Hate Me Because I'm Arrogant??Go Ahead!!!I Know Myself!!!

Stupid!!!
You guys hate me right???
Hate me because I'm arrogant???

I'm not arrogant!!!
Which part I did wrong and make u guys think I'm arrogant???
Huh??

Saying your hair like 'bird nest'（鸟窝头）?!
I say like that because your hair is really untidy...
U dumb-ass!!!(Ng Theng Wai)

Why I call you as 'fatty' or '死肥仔'???
Cause your size like a pig!!!Fat like pig!!!
If you know you are fat,please control your meals!!!(Chin Desmond)

I give you a nickname call '矮仔' cause you are short!!!
I should add another nickname for you!!!Call '瘦树杆'.
Cause you are as thin as branches....So fragile~(Ong Weng Beng)

I call you '大口狗' cause your mouth is big and your lips are thick!!!
Actually,not just that!!!Your mouth is as smelly as my dog,Ginger!!!
You always talk without using your brain!Please make it useful!(Lee Kok Foong)

I never give you a nickname before!!!
But I don't understand why you hate me....Did I hurt you before??
I should call you '小气鬼'.....(Lee Chun Weng)

Hate me cause giving you all this nicknames??
You all give me a nickname first!!!I not gonna keep quiet!!!
My name,Michelle...You all change to "Ki Siao"...What you mean by that??
Well,creative...
But writing an essay,not creative at all...
You all want me to just keep quiet??
Hey,I'm not your dog and I'm not a coward.
And I just can scold you guys using a bad word 'FUCK YOU'

Do I take my result and rube on your face?!
I don't have the guts too!!!
Cause some of you are better than me!!!
Maybe you guys think I'm LCLY cause when we fight,I will speak English to you!!!
You know why I do that?!
Cause my Chinese not as good as my friends!!!
I admit...I'm good in English...
That's why I speak English to you all!!!
Maybe you guys jealous....
Fine~If you guys jealous,I cant stop it!!
Go ahead!!!
Jealous of me!!!
Stupid!!!Moron!!!
Now I really hate boys!!!
Accept those boy next door.....

In fact,this is not arrogant!!!
Don't simply say!!!
If you hate me,please tell me!!!
Don't be a coward!!!

I don't understand why you guys wanna change class because of me...
I did I done anything wrong or hurt your feelings?!
You guys hate the teacher right?!
If yes,don't call me to be your scapegoat!!!

I know myself...
I know my personality and my characters!!!
I'm sarcastic....
Maybe I talk something might hurt your feelings or broke your heart....
I try to change....And I apologize for it....
If you treat me good,I'll do the same thing...
I don't simply scold or yell at people.....
If I really hate that person,means that person really sucks!!!

Example:Jessica Wong Choi Yen.
Why I hate her so much?Cause she has a weird personality...
Second,she very busybody,love to make those disgusting voice to attract boys.
Third,make the stupid innocent face and call herself a baby~

If this 5 students hate me,I don't care at all!!!
I don't need this guys to love me as their friend!!!
Cause this guys are useless and coward!!!

FUCK ALL THOSE GUYS THAT HATED ME SO MUCH!!!

Thanks Mum!!!^^

Mum,you really a good and also the best mum for me~
My Bahasa Melayu's essay haven finish yesterday cause I don't know how to do...
Today,you go office and help me to find some sample essay from Internet...

For me,you will do anything~
I'm lucky I have a mum like you...
Thanks mum~^^

Although you love to mumble...
Sometimes we feel very irritating....
But I know is good for us...

You are a super mum for us...
Every day you work with your stupid boss from 7.30am till 4.30pm.
When you back,you cook for us and do all the house work.

And we have homework problems,you will help us...
Every day,you sleep late and wake up in the morning...
Your hands are hurt but you still do all the housework till finish.

You cook breakfast,lunch and dinner for us.
From morning 6.00am till night.
You really a super mum!!!
^^

A Big Thanks To My Mum~
^^

A Tired Day~ (hari ceriaton)

Today my school having a carnival.
Me and Yvonne become a promoter...

We promote "facial treatment"=.=
I really don't know who want to buy.

But is really cheap...
70% discount...now only RM30 for one treatment.

Is really tired to be a lousy promoter....
We walk under the hot sun and keep finding customers...

Yvonne got 3 customers and I got zero...
T.T

I never play any games...
I just give my coupon to Mavis and she help me to play...

=.=
And I got some prize.....

I just drank 2 bottle of "peel fresh" and I ate a cup of sundae.
I never eat anything...

What I wanna eat is already finish..
Oh,so sad~

Today,I just know I'm a lousy promoter.
And,I think when I grow up,I cant become a promoter or a sale girl."=.=

Hari Anugerah~ Also Our Choir Day~

This is my choir group.
Everybody looks gorgeous!!!
All the girls look beautiful and all the boys look handsome~
Hehe...

When I come to school,everybody say I look like a ghost..
Cause my foundation and eye shadow put to much...
So looks like a Dracula...
And I feel so odd at there...

They make up so lite.
I thought they make up even thicker..
But when Puan.Emmy and Puan.Loo help the girls to make up,
They also like me.

Elizabeth say mine is the best...
Haha...
Really??
Well,I don't know.

I'm so nervous..
Everybody knows...
When I feel nervous,my stomach will feel nervous also..
Means my stomach will ache!!!

Luckily when we perform on stage,
My stomach feel better.
I feel so confident when I perform...
I didn't do anything wrong...

YEAH~!!!
I think we are the best...!!
Hehe~
I feel so great on the stage...

Feel so happy...
Feel so proud...
Feel so successful...
And feel so great!!!

WE ARE THE BEST!!!!

School Got Talent

I'm joining school got talent..
And my group have 6 people.
We are doing "American Idol"(epic)

My friends will be the judges..
And another boy will be the host.
They will change the judge's and the host's name...

I will be the horrible singer..
Haha..
It will be very funny...

I sing "Wake Up In Vegas" by Katy Perry...
But just chores...
Cause we have 2 minutes to perform...

That's not much time..
I think I will create a name for myself...
But still haven think.

Hmm....
I will call myself "Moody Sunflower" Aka "The Ugly Sunflower Girl"..
Hehe...

Is that funny??
When the judges ask me why people call me "The Ugly Sunflower Girl",
I will say cause when I smile,it looks like a ugly sunflower...

Is that odd???
Well,I will ask Yvonne first...
If she say okay,then I will use this name...

I wanna win this competition...
I must...
I'm not gonna be so stiff when I sing and act..

Don't be angry when I sing the Katy Perry's song...
I know is very terrible.
Cause now I'm having a sore throat.

A very bad sore throat..
I cant even talk nicely...
Damn...

Dumb Ass Day

Today,I'm so angry with all the choir teachers.
They say they need black pants and white long sleeve blouse for our choir.

Tuesday,I buy the choir black formal pants....
It cause me RM29.90...
I borrow the write blouse form my sister...means I no need to buy the blouse.

And today,the teachers change their mind...
They say we don't need the black formal pants anymore...

We need to wear a ugly and shinny shirt...
That's really looks funny and stupid.
And the most important thing is,the teacher is wasting our parents money.

My parents are angry now.
My mom just keep scolding the teachers.

I don't blame her for scolding them.
And some of my friend they are so angry then they just quit choir.
That's really bad...

The teacher never even say sorry to us...
Still wanna scold us...

My panda and Shiro already quit...
So boring if they are not at there...

I hate the teacher very very much...
Stupid teacher!!!
Unresponsible teachers!!

This Is Choir Life~

Choir is a fun activity.

I can know many new friends.
And the most important one is,
They can speak English with me.

Yeah!!
I wanted a friend who can speak English with me so much.
Their English is so powerful.

Sometimes I cannot understand what they are saying.
My new friends are:
Yvonne,Panda Lai Sook Yen,Cheah Kok Fye,Cindy Low Sim Yee,Yogarani,Seow Jie Yi and more.....

I am so happy when I know them...
I can improve my English from my new friends...
Sometimes the Panda do all the nonsense in front of every people...

But very funny...
She is a crazy tom boy...
And sometimes she look cute also..

Choir very happy and fun.
But!!!We have to do a lot of homework...
My last week's homework until now also haven do...

Cause I very exhausted...
But at lest I finish some homework...
I misses all the teacher's class...

I never study for few days because of choir...
Sometimes is half day and yesterday is full day.
So I have to refer all the subject by myself.

This month I very busy...
Thinking bout homework,choir,"English got talent" and the last is drama...
This activities cause me no time to study for the next examination...

I am so worry bout the next examination.
Cause I have to many subject that I don't understand...
=_=

So tired...

But is really fun...
I love choir.
^^

~This Is The Choir life~

I Gonna Die!!!I Cannot Sing For A Moment!!!

Shit!!
I had a sore throat...
I cannot sing now...T.T

This Saturday I have to sing on the stage...
No voice,how to sing?!

Sore throat needs 2 or 3 week to recover...
15 of May I had to sing also...

That competition is very important to me...
If my group win,we will get RM3000...

Please,faster recover...
Please...

I Hate Adults!!!Always Control Those Innocent Child!!

I’m under control now.

My two parents keep controlling me…

Hey!!I am thirteen years old,not five…

Go to my friends condominium for swimming is that a problem?

Why??You all scare I drown and die in the pool???

Oh,come on…!!

If I really have to die in this year,I already die by now.

Why I need to wait till that day??!!

Or what??You scare people kidnap me??

Is that so easy to kidnap me??

There have so many people are going…

Her parents are there too…

Scare stranger kidnap me?

Nonsense!!Just nonsense…!!!

I really hate people to control me.

I’m not a small kid anymore…

I’m not as fragile as a baby.

I already grow up as a teen…not a little baby…

Can I live without adults??

If can,I really wanna live without them.

To all those adult:Please do not control those innocent child!!If you do,we will all hate you!!!

Stupid Ridzuan Tea!!!U are So Selfish!!!!!!!!

My classmate,Ridzuan Tea is a selfish person!!
He just think about himself.Never think about others.

Today we have choir practice.
Every choir student go down to the English lab to practice the songs.
But me and my friend are left in the class.
No one tell us about the choir practice including Rizduan.
We miss for 2 hours and 30 minutes.

When we found out,we are to late.
We just left 5 minutes to practice all the songs.
5 minutes later,is recess time.
I so angry when I saw Ridzuan is in the English lab.
He know about the practice,why he just cant tell us??

We are classmates.
Is that a problem if he just call us down for the choir practice???
Not he don't know that we are choir members.He knows...
But I don't understand why he cant tell us...
Is he purposely???Or what???Wanna make fun of us??

8 of May this the day we have to perform on stage in school.
It just left a few day for us the memorise the songs.
We got not much time.
I really hate him..
He is so selfish......

I HATE YOU,RIDZUAN TEA!!!!!!

Gerger very naughty o (n_n)

My Ginger.

She is so cute.

But she is also a naughty dog.^^

Why I Will Falling Love With You??

Why why why??
I know you,
You know me,
But we are not close enough to be good friends.

I know you just a few days,
You know me just a few days,
How can I falling for you??

For me,
You just a mystery guy,
But maybe for you,
I am your friend.

I don't know about you,
You don't know about me,
We just a normal pen-pal.

When I saw you,
I just say "Hi!"
When you saw me,
You say "Hi!" too.

We have nothing in common,
We are not the same religion,
We live in a different life.

Maybe what my imaginary friend says is true.
I should listen to her.
Treat you as my brother,
And love you as a brother.

Am I A Loser??

In the second class,many student are better than me.
I thought I am the best.But I'm not.
Just a loser.

Why?I always work hard,but always get a lousy marks or get nothing.
Am I stupid??
All of my friends never study but they still get better result than me.

Although they study just a few minutes,they still can answer the question easily.
I feel so sorry for myself.

i always tell myself,"I cannot be a loser."
I have to win them.
But is useless......u_u

When I gotta be a winner?!

When?!
When?!
when?!

I Hate This Day Or Love This Day??

I hate this day!!!
I find that my primary school very stingy...4A only RM30 and no prize for the students...

When the gathering is over,I go out with my friend and I saw a group of M class and K class's student...Oh Gosh!!
I feel shy when I see them..
Is just...why..."=.=

12.00pm,we take our lunch at Sushi King..
The food are nice,but very dear.
I just order a bowl of rice with chicken nuggets,two plate of sushi and one cup of Pepsi with ice-cream.
It cause me about RM21.80.
=.=

Then we watch "Clash Of The Titans".

We late for the movie.
That's fine...

In the cinema,my stomach will so uncomfortable...
That's sick!!!!>.<

This movie is about Zeus,Hades and of cause Perseus.
I like this movie.
I find that is very interesting...

Can I know more about the history of The Greek God???
Is this a history or a religion???

Well,I don't know.
I should ask my Christian friends...^^

Although this is not a good day,but I enjoy the movie...
n_n

Tomorrow Is My boring Day And Also A Happy Day

Tomorrow I have to go back to school and receive some money for my UPSR result...
So sad cause no one can accompany me..u_u

I don't want to be mean...But that's the truth.
Most of my class's student cannot study...
Just a few of them study well...

I got no other friends in other class...
All of my friends get bad and lousy result accept three of us...
Only me and two boys...

I sure will die in that school...
Too boring~=.=

But at last my best friend will accompany me and watch "Clash Of The Titans"....
Yeah~

I love the hero...Sam Worthington...Haha...
Although he is not as young as David Archuleta.
But I like him too...^^

It Just A Lie!!!!

Why you always lie to me?!
Why cant you tell me the truth?!
Is it so hard??

You don't like to chat with me,please just tell me.
Don't give all those stupid reason or lie to me!!!

I hate that!!!
You always give reasons to avoid me...
And all the reasons that you tell me is just a lie...

Stop being a liar and stop lying to me anymore.
If anything you don't like it,just say it...

I won't eat you,kill you or smash you on the floor.
Cause I'm not a lion,serial killer or any monster.....

I'm just a old friend to you...

My delicious breakfast~ YUMMY!!!!!

Delicious Right????

I cook myself~_~
That day I am so hungry...Nothing for breakfast.
So I cook noddle and egg with crab meat for my breakfast...

Yummy~
That's delicious

I am so happy cause is a successful cooking...^^
I will learn for about cooking...

I love cooking very much.
Maybe that's my ambition.
To be a famous and successful cook in America.

Save our beautiful "home"

Earth,earth!!!
We have to save our earth...

The trees says:"Don't burn me,don't burn me.Please don burn us.We are innocent."
The wild animals says:"Please don't burn and damage my home!!!We need a home."
The river says:"Don't throw trashes on me.You will make me dirty!!!"
The fishes says:"Don throw rubbish in my house.You are destroying my home!!!We will die if we don't have a clean house to stay."
The air says:"Do not burn rubbish!!!It will cause air pollution."
The tigers and the rest of the animals says:"Please do not hunt us.We are getting lesser and lesser.You bad hunters!!!"


This is what human do in our "home".
Please stop burn the trees,throw trashes in river,burn rubbish or hunt the innocent animal.
If we keep doing this,it will destroy our beautiful earth.

PLEASE SAVE OUR MOTHER EARTH!!!!

~LOVE IT~

Do My Old Friends Remember Me?!

Sad~(u_u)
I always chat with my old friends by using MSN.
But they always give excuses to me...Some says:"I am busy."or "I wanna take my dinner." or "I wanna watch my favorite movie." and "Sorry,I wanna offline now." Or maybe worse,they never reply me.
Are this excuses???

I think so...
Sometimes I really piss off and sad.
Why they wanna push me away??
Do I done anything wrong???

Or they think "you are my old friend,so no need to contact,chat or meeting each other again.Cause is wasting time.I have my new friends and new life.I don't need my old friends anyone.Why waste my time on them??" Do they think like that???
If yes,I will say"you are so mean!!!"

Why they gotta be so mean to their old friends??
I really no idea.
I still treat my old friend like usual.

I really hate the way they treat me...
Do not treat your old pen-pals like that.
If you treat them like shit,what they will feel???
When they always chat with you,and you always give excuses to them.
Do you know you are hurting their feelings??

Are We Bad To My Ginger???

Do we cruel to animal???
Well,I think a little.But fun....

My dog,Ginger.She hate cloth...
Don ask me why.I also don't know.Maybe she phobia with cloth.

We always use a cloth to play with her.
We take the cloth and cover her face.So she cannot see anything.

We think Ginger is a stupid dog.
When we cover her face with a cloth,she won't defend herself.

She will just stand there and do nothing.
She always need us to help her get reed of it.

But last night,she really mad.But,not mad at us,is mad at the cloth.
That's funny.

So she bit the cloth till pieces...
Wow~

She really piss off...
But when she angry,she looks very cute.

So everyone love her very much...

WE LOVE YOU!!!!!

I Should Go To Hell~

My result was so suck...
English,Bahasa Melayu,Chinese,Science and Geography
Four Subject also a lousy result.

1. English.Although haven get the result.But I already know I won get an A.
2. Bahasa melayu.Although I have no confidence,I still believe I can get a B.But that's a disappointment.
   
3. Chinese.I study hard to get an A.....At last,I didn't get what I want .I going to cry...
4. Science.Everything that I study,never came out in the test.So I get a C...I am so angry with my teacher.He lie to me...
5. Geography.No A also.
   

Five Subjects.
I never get an A.
I still have Mathematics to help me get A.
Please help me!!!

tHaT'S a bOrInG HoLiDaY =_=

One week holiday,but do nothing....
Exam is over,no schoolwork,no place for me to shop.
What I gotta do at home???
No tuition,lazy to read my new novel.

I just wasting my time on the computer...
Playing the same game,reading the same blog and chatting with the same person.(My darling)"=.=
That's bored right???

This what I will do when my eyes never looking at the computer...
Listening to music,acting and singing in the room.
Hmm......BoReD~=_=

The Teakwondo test is coming~

The teakwondo test is on 31,March...Man~Is coming.
I scare I forget some steps.I scare I cannot get the promotion to green belt...
I wanna skip to green belt...But for me,that's difficult to do...
That's what I fear now.

And if I fail the test,that's a shame!!!
Cause most of the people think the test is easy for the junior.So I can't fail it...
If I fail,I also wasting my dad's RM30.00 and I will make him disappointed too.
I am sure everyone will laugh at me that time...(>.<)

So,I gotta told myself that I cannot fail!!!!!
I wanna get the promotion to green belt!!
If I never get the promotion,I still cannot fail it.

I WANNA BE THE BEST!!!

Wish me good luck~

Alice Underground Lyrics (Avril Lavigne)

Trippin out
Spinning around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah I fell down

I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I can't stop it now
Can't stop me now, oh oh

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry

I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry